Lost In The Crowd

I decide to leave my linkshell few days ago. I admit it is probably a rush decision but after reconsider it again and again past few days, talking to my friends, I think it is best for me to leave, so that is the end of my journey with Lunarians. It is a kind of frightening when I’m thinking about it. I’m in the linkshell for almost 4 years and now I’m not, I don’t have blue circle in front of my name anymore. I still don’t think much about what I’m going to do next, probably just same crafting, farming routine and get back to Dynamis and Einherjar. I probably drop crafting and farming for a bit because there is almost no point to make money right now and I don’t feel really well so it is a good to take sometime off.

I’m thinking about other options for me to get chance to do some stuff I want, obviously join another HNMLS isn’t an option because I don’t want to.  I asked few of my friend about their Dynamis linkshell if I could tag along and they are OK with it so that is a start, another thing I want to get back to is Einherjar but option is very limited right now. Only viable option for me is JP shouting linkshell which they do Einherjar around 10PM my time, I’ll have to ask their leader again if there is still a spot open or not. It is a bit late for me to attend, if they say they start at 10PM then they probably need like another hour to gathering and actually enter around 11PM so it is a good chance for me to get to bed at midnight ._.

Another thing that I’m worry about is my static Nyzul run. I have bad feeling about it and I think it will fall apart sometime soon. We still have problem that people don’t show up on time while there are couple members who really serious about time because they have real life stuff to deal with after, I don’t care much about this thought because it is like 1AM when we start so obviously I don’t have anything else to do beside go back to bed. I’m convincing myself I understand them although it is a kind of frustrated sometimes it happens.

I probably don’t have any juicy update for awhile though until I manage to get things settled again. Time will tells.